I am a selfish ass. I know, save your preaching; I am not fishing here. Anyone that would try to deny that they, themselves are not selfish has other issues. Not the point today. I have realize some new/old things this week. I am barely functioning, lonely and scared and those are the things I am willing to admit.
I have become increasingly reticent to write about this subject due to the real fear it causes others. Let me put it to you as straight. This is where the rough edges come in handy: If I am going to do it, there is nothing you or anyone else can do to stop me. I am alone way too much and have no fear. So, let me be clear, just because I am writing about stuff, doesn't mean I am doing stuff. Take it for what it is or don't read here. I enjoy exploring these ideas and am not going to stop. This is just my warning statement. I will not repeat this message, so please don't bother worrying about me. It won't do you or me any good.
I have become increasingly reticent to write about this subject due to the real fear it causes others. Let me put it to you as straight. This is where the rough edges come in handy: If I am going to do it, there is nothing you or anyone else can do to stop me. I am alone way too much and have no fear. So, let me be clear, just because I am writing about stuff, doesn't mean I am doing stuff. Take it for what it is or don't read here. I enjoy exploring these ideas and am not going to stop. This is just my warning statement. I will not repeat this message, so please don't bother worrying about me. It won't do you or me any good.
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