My brain is way out of control this week. It is as if I don't want to have clear thoughts. Even as I am writing this, one hand is pushing forward as the other pushes away. The search continues. Focus is tricky. One can believe that he is interested in self awareness. One can know that this is the purest pursuit possible to man. sometimes this goes well. It always goes well in a box. I don't live in a box. I don't even like to get in the box all that much. But outside that box, neatness counts but is difficult. I cannot even complete this post properly. Inner conflict ensues.
I seldom agree to something I don't want to do. I often find myself in a situation where I believe I have gone to far in to back out. I have a couple of those situations today. Responsibility meets needs. My needs are also my responsibility.
Lots of bad news this week. Although I have been more self centered than usual, I seem to have had enough empathy that others were willing to share their pain and distress with me this week. My heart pours out to them all. Most will be fine with time. One man's family will never be the same. Crossed the intersection at the exact time he was supposed to. Hard for me to say, but he couldn't have been anywhere else than he was, but where he was killed him.
Please love one another and yourselves; life is lousy and such small portions.
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